guh

Gah. I am utterly depressed after reading ayatsujik's post on Mirage volume 33 and remembering how I felt heading towards the end of the series. I was actually not spoiled for the ending so I didn't know, but I knew. You know, how things won't turn out to be conventional happily ever after, and that it's going to burn going down because life, and especially their life, sucks that way. I'm not saying that they didn't have their share of happiness, but...I flail at the unfairness of it all. And so I must combat it with the only thing that can help a bit. Silly fanfic!!! So what if the translation is beyond rough! ;_;

( The Adult Way )

I found this amusing little fic upon checking out the site of a circle whose doujinshi I had bought. The doujinshi I speak of was an AU where (to make a long explanation short) Naoe is basically a demon (a big spider demon who kills people for food and fun) and Takaya is a very poor victimized boy who has terrible things happen to him. They encounter each other and Naoe decides to make Takaya his. Which means that Naoe does terrible things to Takaya (for a while...actually, for a long while...^_^;). In any case, the premise is an excuse for smut and more smut, but the story moves along quite well and being the NaoTaka fangirl I am I cackled at the angst, tragedy and smut that rained down (along with the blood) throughout the story. The end was probably how many fangirls wished the novel series concluded. ;_;